".. Why not despised nor rejected the affliction of the afflicted, nor hath he hid his face, but when he cried to him, heard him." (Psalm 22:24)
Who has not felt the feeling that God does not hear your prayers, yes, I've felt and I want to share an experience of mine.
Previously this happened to me, I was fighting for a dream, I was almost a year in preparation, I struggle, I had to overcome obstacles, there were sacrifices, finally had everything, trying to fulfill that cherished dream.The date came and all I had prepared in that year, it was time to apply and I did, never doubting that God was with me. It was about a month of tests, everything was booming and me with the confidence that God would give me the victory, reaching the finish line and there I was, to the best of me, never doubting, and if rejected them came the doubts I made the final test and then I would score.After completing the tests were in my great joy, peace, and I felt that everything would be fine.
During the time that this process hard I prayed, fasted, spoke to God, asking Him to give me that dream.I get the date of the result, the day was going to check my heart is glad, when searching my name, I just was not, I went looking for him and I realized I had not been selected, a feeling came to me as if I had thrown a bucket of ice water over, I was shocked, simply could not believe it, all my family was sure that would be selected, said nothing, until my mother asked me, so far felt no emotion, when I said I had not been accepted, she just told me: "Do not feel bad, I tried. "After she said that, all the emotions fell on me.I started to feel a terrible sadness, I cried and I was disappointed, and pass that day, the days change unlike anything, worse, anger began to grow inside me, the funny thing is that it was not directed to anyone, I just got up I went to sleep angry and upset, I also began to ask God why this, because I had not allowed to earn the victory, I complained a lot, cry a lot, I felt I had failed my family, I felt ashamed of myself, I felt as if my world had collapsed, as if he were in a high place and suddenly fell.
I could not see anything that reminded me of my failed attempt, I saw boys (a), if he had done and was worse.
Everybody was trying to cheer me up but it depressed me more, demanded answers and God was silent as if he never answered me. I felt lousy all the strength as I had had now become nothing, and I was one week.
Everybody was trying to cheer me up but it depressed me more, demanded answers and God was silent as if he never answered me. I felt lousy all the strength as I had had now become nothing, and I was one week.
One day I felt I could not blow over, I went to talk to a person of God, and my life turned 360 ° after that.
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