God do not you listen?

".. Why not despised nor rejected the affliction of the afflicted, nor hath he hid his face, but when he cried to him, heard him." (Psalm 22:24)

Who has not felt the feeling that God does not hear your prayers, yes, I've felt and I want to share an experience of mine.


Previously this happened to me, I was fighting for a dream, I was almost a year in preparation, I struggle, I had to overcome obstacles, there were sacrifices, finally had everything, trying to fulfill that cherished dream.The date came and all I had prepared in that year, it was time to apply and I did, never doubting that God was with me. It was about a month of tests, everything was booming and me with the confidence that God would give me the victory, reaching the finish line and there I was, to the best of me, never doubting, and if rejected them came the doubts I made the final test and then I would score.After completing the tests were in my great joy, peace, and I felt that everything would be fine.

During the time that this process hard I prayed, fasted, spoke to God, asking Him to give me that dream.I get the date of the result, the day was going to check my heart is glad, when searching my name, I just was not, I went looking for him and I realized I had not been selected, a feeling came to me as if I had thrown a bucket of ice water over, I was shocked, simply could not believe it, all my family was sure that would be selected, said nothing, until my mother asked me, so far felt no emotion, when I said I had not been accepted, she just told me: "Do not feel bad, I tried. "After she said that, all the emotions fell on me.I started to feel a terrible sadness, I cried and I was disappointed, and pass that day, the days change unlike anything, worse, anger began to grow inside me, the funny thing is that it was not directed to anyone, I just got up I went to sleep angry and upset, I also began to ask God why this, because I had not allowed to earn the victory, I complained a lot, cry a lot, I felt I had failed my family, I felt ashamed of myself, I felt as if my world had collapsed, as if he were in a high place and suddenly fell.

I could not see anything that reminded me of my failed attempt, I saw boys (a), if he had done and was worse.
 Everybody was trying to cheer me up but it depressed me more, demanded answers and God was silent as if he never answered me. I felt lousy all the strength as I had had now become nothing, and I was one week.

 One day I felt I could not blow over, I went to talk to a person of God, and my life turned 360 ° after that.

CONTINUE ...

Before leaving ...

Try, but just did not give more. Tired, confused, tired, feeling hatred for everything.
Until this tired of yourself, to have that mess in your head.
Listen thousand words, you see people smiling. Still, can not but feel confused, like screaming or silent ... to disappear, to hear anything, can not explain more, stop time and the world to try to understand. Do not know what to do here, why you, why do so.
Before putting the final point, read this text, then let it die or let their dreams die will not end his pain.

What drove him?
It could have been the one who believed the love of his life, he could have been the deal with both the indifference and contempt, and perhaps made him feel like a (a) failed (a), maybe it's just the hope that "other" better.
It really is that all?
The Bible says no, that whoever gives up and kills their dreams, is confined to failure, who kills his own body, expect an eternity of suffering even worse. So how come out?

When he shed his first tear for the lost love, he was there. When he cried with anger by being deprived of that desire, he was there. When all acted with indifference or contempt towards you, he was there. When they yelled "you can not," He was there.

He goes beyond being a simple feeling or anesthesia, as it not only relieves pain, is there near you, trying to listen to him even now, to offer healing the wound.
You think he forgot, but it is not.

Did you see the sunrise today?
He did it for you. Although it was the only person in the world, as it would for you. Is God and the Bible leave a message that says: "If from there you seek the Lord your God, find him, if thou seek him with all your heart and with all thy soul. When they were in distress and you all these things, if thou turn the last days the Lord your God is gracious the Lord your God will not leave you nor destroy you nor forget ... (Deuteronomy 4:29-31) " .
Take the opportunity to rely on that are not really blind.
Now no matter whether or not it merits. Do not put the final point, do not give up their dreams, do not quit your life. Do not kill your body, but not murder their illusions. Did he not care about God?, Then know that its end can be sweeter than a fairytale, because God exists and it was He who sent you this text.

Live life, live it with Him He is the real God who is looking for but you had not heard. If you do find that this is the beginning, you learn it is to be happy.



"God made ​​us for Himself,and our hearts are restless until they rest in Him"