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Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts

Sunday, July 3, 2011

When...

When fatigue and discouragement seek to destroy your faith,

When the pain of your soul is unbearable because of unrequited love,

When the voices of guilt increases,

When words can´t help you and you feel overwhelmed by loneliness,

When doubts bring death threats and fear persists

When worries keep you from sleeping

When friends disappear and the enemies are increasing,

When the avalanche of accusations and criticisms arise

When a wound is reopened in the past in the present

When despair takes hold of you and seems to be the end

When the doors are closed and no light at the end of the tunnel

When all seems lost, and even your prayers sound like empty words thrown into the air,

When there is no hope for anyone else in this world


The Altar is the place.

The sacrifice of God is the Middle.

The Holy Spirit is the answer.





Wednesday, June 22, 2011

God do not you listen?

".. Why not despised nor rejected the affliction of the afflicted, nor hath he hid his face, but when he cried to him, heard him." (Psalm 22:24)

Who has not felt the feeling that God does not hear your prayers, yes, I've felt and I want to share an experience of mine.


Previously this happened to me, I was fighting for a dream, I was almost a year in preparation, I struggle, I had to overcome obstacles, there were sacrifices, finally had everything, trying to fulfill that cherished dream.The date came and all I had prepared in that year, it was time to apply and I did, never doubting that God was with me. It was about a month of tests, everything was booming and me with the confidence that God would give me the victory, reaching the finish line and there I was, to the best of me, never doubting, and if rejected them came the doubts I made the final test and then I would score.After completing the tests were in my great joy, peace, and I felt that everything would be fine.


During the time that this process hard I prayed, fasted, spoke to God, asking Him to give me that dream.I get the date of the result, the day was going to check my heart is glad, when searching my name, I just was not, I went looking for him and I realized I had not been selected, a feeling came to me as if I had thrown a bucket of ice water over, I was shocked, simply could not believe it, all my family was sure that would be selected, said nothing, until my mother asked me, so far felt no emotion, when I said I had not been accepted, she just told me: "Do not feel bad, I tried. "After she said that, all the emotions fell on me.I started to feel a terrible sadness, I cried and I was disappointed, and pass that day, the days change unlike anything, worse, anger began to grow inside me, the funny thing is that it was not directed to anyone, I just got up I went to sleep angry and upset, I also began to ask God why this, because I had not allowed to earn the victory, I complained a lot, cry a lot, I felt I had failed my family, I felt ashamed of myself, I felt as if my world had collapsed, as if he were in a high place and suddenly fell.


I could not see anything that reminded me of my failed attempt, I saw boys (a), if he had done and was worse.
 
Everybody was trying to cheer me up but it depressed me more, demanded answers and God was silent as if he never answered me.
I felt lousy all the strength as I had had now become nothing, and I was one week.
 One day I felt I could not blow over, I went to talk to a person of God, and my life turned 360 ° after that.

CONTINUE ...




Wednesday, May 11, 2011

What happens when she finishes her cry?

When emotions are intense, so intense that the lips do not know how to pronounce what is experienced by the soul, it just comes crying. In these moments it seems incredible how much you can feel without going crazy. For sadness, love, joy, anger, indignation, shame, disappointment, gratitude ... a thousand and one reasons why a tear is shed. Release should mourn, but not always.
"And suddenly I feel sad, so sad as I had never been (...) Then I ask if I was not good enough or that I did to deserve it (...)I get angry even with the world that follows his life as if nothing (...)Wanted to disappear or may not have existed, but feel, stop everything to calm down. "She teaches a text written by a woman going through a difficult time.
In general, these thoughts have crossed everyone's mind at least once in their life.An Internet portal in the UK called Null Hypothesis, dedicated to science, explains why the crying.Indicates that there are three types of tears, with different composition. When emotions are the cause, consisting of hormones, including leucine enkeplahlin (a natural painkiller).Researchers believe that the substances expelled by the eyes are toxins emitted by the body to experience certain feelings. By releasing them, produce a sense of numbing and welfare. But, for various reasons, while some feel relief after a period of crying, others simply continue to feel anxiety and weaker every day.
Some people cry on the shoulder of a relative or friend, others are confident his pillow, some try to drink their tears or dry before heading to her cheeks.
It depends on where they are tears if you feel relief or not.In a prayer to God, King David said: "My escapes have told you, put my tears into Your bottle; Are not they in your book?" (Psalm 56:8).When he cried, seeking God through prayers to unburden himself, he knew well his tears would not fall to the ground.
Some people cry more than others, but mourn no cause for shame, if we seek to learn from the circumstances and lift his head.King David known to the general rule that formed, their power and wealth, had the secret: when I was weak, had recourse to God and that faith to get relief soon, for only God knows how to heal the soul.Jesus Christ did not promise that we would not a hard time, just make sure to stay with us.A parent can not avoid a scratch on his son, but you can take in his arms, load and try to give comfort, that's what God will do for you if you choose his arms to voice their emotions.



When all forsake you, God is with you.
Mahatma Gandhi

Monday, May 9, 2011

The root of their pain

The pain of separation is one of the worst pain anyone can feel.
Of all the stories about Jesus'stay on this Earth, one describes the Lord felt the pain, when he prayed in Gethsemane.
The Bible states that at that time was so distressed, to the point of declaring, "My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death (...) My Father, if possible, this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but like you. "(Matthew 26:38-39)
Did he fear going to the Cross?, "lamented the pain he would feel the sacrifice?
No. In this passage has been misinterpreted.
Jesus never felt worried, why why now?
Because I knew from that moment on, He would be separated from God.
Why?
Because in that garden he began receiving the sin of all mankind to take and when he died, breaking the effect of sin and then resurrected and thus give the opportunity to forgive those who repent sincerely.
Sin causes separation.
A more sins, the more separation and more suffering, not because God punished.
The separation of God leaves us at the expense of all evil and here come the problems and pains of all kinds.
Dear reader, I understand the following: the root of their suffering is what you are separate from God.
Proof of this is that there are those who physically or in the material has everything and still does not enjoy lasting peace or happiness, because without that his soul is crying out to be close to God.
Close to the supermarket, everything did not lack anything and have your coat.

"You'll come back to give me life, and again I rise from the depths of the earth. Increase my greatness, and return to console me. "

Psalm 71:20-21